The Death of a Clerk
whenКогда
the generalгенерал
finishedкончил
his talkбеседу
withс
the lastпоследним
petitionerпросителем
andи
headedнаправился
intoво
the innerвнутренние
apartmentsапартаменты,
ChervyakovЧервяков
steppedшагнул
afterза
himним
andи
began mutteringзабормотал:
——
yourВаше
Exc’ncy (clipped)—ство!
ifЕжели
Iя
dareосмеливаюсь
to troubleбеспокоить
yourваше
Exc’ncy (clipped)—ство,
thenто
preciselyименно
fromиз
a feelingчувства,
I mayмогу
sayсказать,
of repentanceраскаяния!..
notНе
on purposeнарочно,
yourselfсами
you are pleasedизволите
to know, sirзнать-с!
the generalГенерал
madeсостроил
a tearfulплаксивое
faceлицо
andи
wavedмахнул
his handрукой.
——
whyДа
youвы
simplyпросто
are mockingсмеетесь,
my dear sirмилостисдарь!
——
saidсказал
heон,
disappearingскрываясь
behindза
the doorдверью.
what«Какие
thenже
hereтут
mockeryнасмешки?
——
thoughtподумал
ChervyakovЧервяков.
——
at allВовсе
hereтут
there is noнет
anyникаких
mockeryнасмешек!
a generalГенерал,
yetа
notне
canможет
understandпонять!
ifКогда
soтак,
notне
willстану
thenже
Iя
anymoreбольше
apologizeизвиняться
beforeперед
thisэтим
braggartфанфароном!
the devilЧёрт
withс
himним!
I will writeНапишу
himему
a letterписьмо,
butа
to visitходить
notне
I willстану!
by GodЕй-богу,
notне
I willстану!»
When the general finished his talk with the last petitioner and headed for the inner apartments, Chervyakov stepped after him and began muttering: “Your Exc’ncy! If I dare to trouble your Exc’ncy, it is precisely from a feeling, I may say, of repentance!… It was not on purpose, as you are pleased to know yourself, sir!” The general made a tearful face and waved his hand. “Why, you are simply mocking me, my dear sir!” he said, disappearing behind the door. “What mockery is there in this?” thought Chervyakov. “There is no mockery here at all! A general, and he cannot understand! In that case I am not going to apologize to that braggart anymore! The devil with him! I’ll write him a letter, but I won’t come visiting! By God, I won’t!”
soТак
thoughtдумал
ChervyakovЧервяков,
walkingидя
homeдомой.
the letterПисьма
to the generalгенералу
heон
notне
wroteнаписал.
he thoughtДумал,
and thoughtдумал,
andи
in no wayникак
notне
could composeвыдумал
thatэтого
letterписьма.
he hadПришлось
onна
the nextдругой
dayдень
to goидти
himselfсамому
to explainобъяснять.
——
IЯ
yesterdayвчера
cameприходил
to troubleбеспокоить
yourваше
Exc’ncy (clipped)—ство,
——
mutteredзабормотал
heон,
whenкогда
the generalгенерал
raisedподнял
atна
himнего
questioningвопрошающие
eyesглаза,
——
notне
in orderдля
thatтого,
toчтобы
mockсмеяться,
asкак
youвы
were pleasedизволили
to sayсказать.
IЯ
was apologizingизвинялся
forза
thisто,
thatчто,
while sneezingчихая,
I splashed, sirбрызнул-с…,
butа
to mockсмеяться
Iя
evenи
notне
thoughtдумал.
dareСмею
wouldли
Iя
to mockсмеяться?
ifЕжели
weмы
startбудем
mockingсмеяться,
thenтак
noникакого
thenтогда,
it meansзначит,
anyи
respectуважения
forк
personsперсонам…
notне
there will beбудет…
So thought Chervyakov as he walked home. He did not write the letter to the general. He thought and thought, and could not think that letter up. He had to go himself the next day to explain. “I came yesterday to trouble your Exc’ncy,” he muttered, when the general raised his questioning eyes at him, “not in order to mock you, as you were pleased to say. I was apologizing because, in sneezing, I splashed you, sir… and mocking never entered my head. Would I dare to mock? If we start mocking, then there will be no respect for persons… left at all…”
——
getПошел
out!!вон!!
——
bellowedгаркнул
suddenlyвдруг
turned blueпосиневший
andи
tremblingзатрясшийся
the generalгенерал.
——
what, sir?Что-с?
——
askedспросил
in a whisperшёпотом
ChervyakovЧервяков,
faintмлея
withот
horrorужаса.
——
getПошел
out!!вон!!
——
repeatedповторил
the generalгенерал,
stampingзатопав
his feetногами.
inВ
the bellyживоте
ofу
ChervyakovЧервякова
somethingчто-то
snappedоторвалось.
nothingНичего
notне
seeingвидя,
nothingничего
notне
hearingслыша,
heон
backedпопятился
toк
the doorдвери,
went outвышел
intoна
the streetулицу
andи
trudged offпоплелся…
arrivingПридя
mechanicallyмашинально
homeдомой,
withoutне
taking offснимая
his uniformвицмундира,
heон
lay downлег
onна
the sofaдиван
andи…
diedпомер.
“Get out!!” bellowed the general, suddenly turning blue and trembling. “Wh-what, sir?” asked Chervyakov in a whisper, faint with horror. “Get out!!” repeated the general, stamping his feet. Something snapped in Chervyakov’s belly. Seeing nothing, hearing nothing, he backed to the door, went out into the street, and trudged off… Arriving home mechanically, without taking off his uniform, he lay down on the sofa and… died.
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